Early 2011 End 2010

where should i start? early 2011 or end 2010. gosh, really dunno. watever, end of 2010 foe sure ler di bulan terakhir iaitu december, nothing much tat i can said, kalau bolleh mmg saat2 yh ku nnti setiap tahun. my besday was in december. the best part is muharram also in december for tis year. as uusual, x harap sgt december nie walau sepatutnya m feel hepii. bukan per, bila berharapkan sesuatu n if its not as wat i aspect kompem frustkan..... so, sama lah.... its really hapen cam biasa.

hepi tu ada but it still ebd with unhappy. hepinya kejaap, unhappynya, aduh..... jiwa ku jua yg tanggung.havee to be strong even m not strong enuff. cayok cayok..... huhuhue. adakala as clowwn yyg akn sntiasa pastikan org lain bahagia n hepi but how bout dr sndiri???? kompem x penah ku peduli... senyuman yg sntiasa terukir dibibir adakala hanya sekadar menutuup keperitan dhati. just a fake smile.... fake hapineessss.....

dalam keeperitan menanggung semuaa, rupanya masih ada sedetik masa tukku rasa diingati, tuk ku rs dihargai. bilamana haarapan dipenghujung, bilamana hhati mula tuk berputus asa, bagai ada cahaya yg dtg, dtg kembali baggai memberi harappan. tapi.... adakah ia hannya smenttara spt sblumnya? kenapa mmesti begituu but at least it bringg me a smile to star my new year even i really dun understand.... thanks beirut.... at least......